show some fire. put your heart and soul into it. overcome the inner fears and you're there. fight with spirit. one chance. take it with pride. show them.

wah lau that mcgrady scored 62 points in a game! obscene..
"... I saw that there were a lot of gaps in their defense. The shots were falling for me. Pretty much when I am in that mood and that mind frame, you are pretty much at my mercy no matter what defense you throw at me. I felt pretty good.”

by the looks of things..it's gonna be one tough game against ri old boys tomorrow. trust me. potential for an ugly game. but as long as we do our best..yeah. we'll see how far we've come. bball camp hope it'll be good. looking to improve, as a team, as an individual. ppl this is the last prep. it's up to us to up the intensity now. 3 weeks to start of season. take away one week of common test, and this week of holiday mugging, we don't have much time. PSYCHE UP! pls, no other way we can do this. think everyone could tell how bad my physical condition is now..haven't run for weeks..due to my skipping pe.. bad choice. totally felt shagged. i promise to train up my fitness. yea. let's push each other. others have had many years together. we have this one season.

The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.

noticed something interesting and damn funny on the way to school this morning.. there was this lorry in front of my dad's car..saying.. Hoshin Kenzi (S) Pte Ltd: Ferrous and Non ferrous materials.. erm? hahaha.. thought it was so funny..

hope tmr's training will be in school..don't fancy going to clementi to train..

damn. starting to become short of money.. did something good buying something from this guy in lido..i think he's quite cool.. you know i always look at the old men who goes around hawker centres selling tissue paper..walking from table to table around umpteen times trying to sell some stuff.. though i've never bought from them i always pity them.. i mean they have to do this for some money? there's something wrong with the system man.. boo. maybe next time i'll buy from them.. but that isn't really the solution.

mystic river's quite good. as expected. the story was simple but complicated at the same time. could almost feel the confusion and whirlwind going through sean penn's character.. haha roxy. oh gp common test today was..i don't know.. choices for compo seemed rather easy..but being the bad compo writer i am.. never mind..felt totally sleepy during compre..was tempted to sleep for the first time.. at least that's gone.. yay two more days to holiday.. tell the truth i can't concentrate on this common test.. with the bball season coming up.. yeah it's tough.. will try not to screw up so bad..and do well in the two subjects i.. anyway there's this girl in j1 who's damn chio..haha.

so the rain stopped today. was quite a good day actually. haha looking for small pleasures in life nowadays. so easily satisfied more. hmm it's simpler..i prefer it this way. with no restrictions and all. from then i feel so free. whoo.. wanted to play ball after school but it had to rain right then..wow. haha okay i probably should study more. must somehow try to motivate myself to study damn fricking hard. yep. anyhow gp common test on tomorrow. got to try do quite ok.. hmm, hope B's possible.. please. oh no training tmr so means a free day.. will prob..hmm.. play some bball. haha surprsing huh.. okay will stop the sarcasm.. so , man u drew arsenal for fa cup semi-finals.. prob their only chance of silverware this season so just get the blardee cup.. oh feeling sleepy so will prob sleep early tonight..an excuse to sleep more.. haha.

boo what a cold cold day.. how much rain can the sky hold? wow wonders of nature. been pouring the whole day and it doesn't seem like it's going to stop soon.. brrr cold. think i'm wasting my time at maths s.. shit. probaly should put in more effort..but it's hard to find time these days.. not an excuse actually.. oops. must make time..just like zheng xian says.. he's the pro at making time man.. can do so much.. not bad. anyway did a bit of studying today.. it's really hard to get myself to focus on work..tough but no choice lah..after all i do want to be more knowledgeable..and oh gp common test's on wed.. hope i do okay.. my gp's been so lousy it's an embarrassment. anyway guys i think our babe-watching is getting severe.. haha damn funny.. anyhow holidays around the corner.. perhaps looking forward to the break. break? hmm. yep. arrgh still damn cold. cold.........

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rj's a beautiful place.
(forget the last two)

i guess my weekends ought to be more productive than they are now. i mean i don't get much done. got to find a way out of this laziness soon. work's never ending. argh. it's like it cannot finish. bah.

oh ya about yesterday's match.. i don't know what was wrong. as a team i think we still aren't doing well. perhaps we aren't as good as we thought. besides not having depth and haing next to no talent, maybe it's just that we're too damn inexperienced. we've got to be one of the most inexperienced teams around. but then i souldn't be so pessimistic. a couple of things to learn from that match..besides the obvious fact that we've got lots to cover.. and too little time i must add.. now that we've got our first proper game together..more to come in the camp.. i'm sure we'll do better.. and on a personal note about that match.. played rather badly.. missed shots from like 2 metres out.. underbaskets too rushed. still not patient enough. got to take that split second to see what's happening first before doing anything.. at least i learnt some stuff from there.. looking to improve lots the next match.. now that i'm nicely warmed up..